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27 / 5 / 2012 @ 00:05

It is those things that I thought would break my heart that actually make me realise how fortunate and happy I now am. I now think how stupid I was of myself to want such bullshit and drama not so long ago.

Now everything is set for me, I know what I want and how I’m going to get it. Nothing is going to stop me and failure is not an option. As the days go by, I know my hard work and dedication is paying off; I can see it and I can most certainly hear it but I still don’t give a fuck, as I know I am the only thing stopping myself to what aspire to be.

Trophies, fame, fortune. Girls, photoshoots, red carpets. These are my dreams but also my goals, I can’t say ive made it or succeeded until I have met these dreams and goals and no matter how hard it gets, I’m never going to quit.

I live with no regrets as I wouldn’t be where I am today if it wasn’t for those moments where i’ve thought ‘fuck’. So to all those who have fucked around with me and have fucked me over, thank you. You are what motivates me every single day I wake up, the motivation to prove you wrong or prove a point, show you who I really am or just make you regret and realise how fucken retarted you actually were to say goodbye.